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"The kazoo is a very versatile instrument...with practice, you can play a symphony!" Wednesday after Election Day 2010; proposition 74 was dead in the water much to the chagrin of snowboarders statewide. I came to Plan B to quench my metalthirst, but quenching a thirst for anything else would be a tall order as there was exactly one employee cooking, cleaning, busing, serving, and bartending, leaving hordes of ill-dressed scruffy young men leaning anxiously over the filthy bar clutching tattered dollar bills with eyes full of hope and yearning. I was one of those gents when the chap with a porkpie hat and Ghostbusters shirt wanted to subject me to his chosen instrument. "Actually, it sounds more like a marching band."
But none of us, even Capt Kazoo (who later said "I saw Billy Joel back in Jersey before he had great hair") came here for plastic cups of beer and plastic instruments: we wanted to be pummeled into submission with 5 megaton blasts of blistering metal. First up was the female-fronted Cull, who lured us into a false sense of security with their 5 minute compositions of brutal beauty.
Nothing could prepare us for the Trees and their seemingly random, rhythmless blasts of terror. Gigantic amplifiers hurled bowel-churning drop-tuned masses of sludge at us while the drummer, who probably supports himself by winning Charles Manson impersonation contests, pounded on the skins with a violent ferocity. Most distressing, however, was the haggard vocalists, whose reverb-drenched caterwauls were the very essence of hell, like he was channeling Satan in the way that generations of death metal vocalists have attempted to do. This fellow, who probably mops the floor at Starbucks during the day, annihilates those poseurs convincingly.
Their set was 25 minutes of continual destruction. The audience was silent, save for a woman who was intensely involved in a game of Family Guy pinball. Evidently she was quite successful as the constant noise emanating from her machine accentuated the silences between the carpet bombing of noise, rendering the whole spectacle slightly ridiculous. Nobody knew quite what to make of it, and at the end of the set we all threw on our jackets and went outside for a smoke in a stunned silence. The most-spoken word for the next 10 minutes was "interesting".
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Brutal metal gave way to Hank III and classic rock anthems as my Jetta sputtered along Highway 26, onwards and upwards towards the high and mighty highlands of Bend and beyond. My accomplices (besides my constant companions Procrastination and Doubt) on this journey were J and P, one an actual German and one who is aspiring to be one. Like the great George Dibbern before us, we were on a Quest to fulfill our basest and noblest aspirations through a long dialogue with Nature. Unlike that particular German refugee, we were going to hang out at Smith Rock State Park, a rock climber's wet dream and high desert refuge for those of Portlanders who don't find the moldiest city in North America's eternal dampness to be "soothing". This was advertised as a "Man Trip", where carriers of the Y-chromosome are given free reign to express our authentic masculinity without kowtowing to the demands and expectations of the fairer sex.
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Burgerville Sweet Potato fries were still sitting heavy in our guts when we careened past Mount Hood at sunset, where the damp dark forests of the Willamette Valley turned into the crystal clear skies and wide open expanse of the Cascades. The clarity of the atmosphere (and increasing altitude) infected us with high hopes and expectations, a near-ecstatic state of mind where anything is possible and the glass is always full, if not running over. The setting sun lit the sky on fire as the Desert spread out before us...with Dire Straits on the radio and our hearts full of the unmistakable and near-perfect joy of a soon-to-be realized fantasy, nothing could bring us down, for we were Men on a Mission, goddamn it.
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Nothing deflates ecstasy like a cold slap of reality, especially when that slap comes from a headlamp introducing himself as Cliff. "I just want to make it clear to you fellas that I'm a light sleeper and will be in bed by 10 and expect you guys to be quiet...REAL quiet. Even whispering wakes me up. I just want to have this conversation now instead of later tonight...I've been here since May and I've had to have that unpleasant conversation many times. You know, the Bivouac area is a great place to socialize and play scrabble...just don't do it in your tents, OK?"
"Whatever buddy". It was pitch black and we were blindly setting up our tents somewhere in the woods. It was clear that finding this spot later tonight will be a bitch. And we had the luck of pitching camp next to the biggest blowhard within 100 miles. "What sort of guy lives in a tent in a state park for 6 months? No wonder he has no social skills. Anyway, let's have a beverage before the other guys come in".
Veterans of the Bum Around the World scene, the three of us knew the importance of being well-stocked and prepared for all possibilities. We had a small arsenal of Bourbons of varying degrees of drinkability and the legendary Simpler Times Lager, the premier cheap beer in North America (anyone who disagrees can contact me and will be proven wrong). P was just giving us an account of how his German driving instructor took them to Oktoberfest for a couple of liters so he can have a free ride home when a gangly man sat at our table and helped himself to some fags and hooch. Claiming to be from a climber from Prague but crashing in Portland for the time being (thereby making him the coolest living man), PP exploited our hospitality and returned the favor with some advice of his own. This was a Man Trip, and we had to discuss Manly things...spreading the gospel of masculinity as it were.
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The next morning was achingly gorgeous: blue skies, a crisp breeze, dry air, and the sight of massive walls of welded tuff, beckoning hardy men and women to scale them. The daylight also revealed that we had camped on the edge of a cliff, and it was a minor miracle that nobody had a plunge whilst wandering around aimlessly the night prior. By early morning our companions (who arrived just in time to see Pragues' sudden collapse) were practically jogging out to try their hand and the vertical game. The rest of us, by lack of courage, equipment, and/or properly functioning joints, were relegated to pleasant day of wandering and wishing. The park is small enough to see in a day, but complex enough to give a serious climber a lifetime of challenges (the route guide is as thick as most small city phone books). Out plan was to see the park on bike, but that idea was abandoned after we embarrassingly failed to find the bike path. To ask for directions on a Man Trip was obviously out of the question, so we contented ourselves with walking around, taking pictures of climbers with particularly graceful figures, and discussing the merits of starting a brawl with the dude who was wearing a shirt that said "Fight Me I'm Irish".
The highlight of the afternoon was watching three of the ballsiest human beings imaginable make their descent from the free-standing pillar known (for good reason) as Monkey Face. Our knees were buckling watching those young men smoke and joke while one false move would've guaranteed a dirt nap. More than likely they have bum jobs (perhaps even sharing a shift with the Trees frontman grinding espresso), but for a few minutes they have transcended themselves and the world below to become Heroes for the world to admire. Every man, whether they'll admit it or not, yearns for powerful ascension, channeling their impotent fury into that one moment when they have the power of a God. It is a rite of passage that few will ever know...
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Leaving our comrades to battle the rock for a second day, the 1.5 Germans and I headed to Sisters, where a mountain bike ride awaited us. Grease, metal, speed, dirt: it was high time to get some sort of action in before a return to reality. The ride starts and ends in the town square, home to the the most vile public restroom west of the Mississippi (wait 'till you get to the woods, trust me). Few activities, save watching pro wrestling, can make grown men feel like carefree children like riding a bike through the woods...it has the in-the-moment bliss of rock climbing without all that brink of death business (brink of concussion isn't nearly as intimidating).
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By the time we hit I5 the skies were gray and the ever-present Willamette Valley rain was falling. Despite the less than uplifting environment, our sensibilities were still riding high. We vowed to make Man Trips a quarterly requirement for us, no matter how convenient the excuses may be. While it may not have been the most hardcore adventure we have done, it demonstrated the importance of Getting Away From It All, not to escape but to get a fresher, healthier perspective. Stone Temple Pilots brilliant Core was playing (critics be damned!), Rockstar was being consumed, and Rambo was quoted more than once. By now we had accumulated a preposterous amount of testosterone. While it isn't necessary to make moccasins or climb rocks to become a Man, it is necessary to challenge yourself and give/seek mentoring from those who give a damn. When your hungry you gotta eat that rueben.